June 28, 2005
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Take a moment of silence…
Well, a sad moment here on StFuD. Mystery Date has let me loose. This will be the end of the question marks.
On the Brightside, though I was sad,
This continues my long streak of amicable break ups. What can I say, I like the girl, but I couldn’t really commit the way her ex could, who suddenly popped back into the picture. So I let her go without a tearjerker fight that would have made her feel bad.
Then I took her out to our last meal, a bit of closure.
(She even threw me the peace sign).
I felt happy there. I got to eat, and I was doing the right thing, being the sensitive guy.
But I can’t lie. A day later, and I am bit sad and lonely. I no longer know the next time I’m going to have sex. That sounds carnally shallow, but what I really mean is, I had someone to share my free time with, to feel connected and intimate. I got passed the defenses, the weird courtship, and was living the happy comfort zone. And it takes work to get there, and there has to be a lot of luck and coincidence and fate to find the right type of girl, and I had one, and now, I have to wait it out and hope to get lucky again.
Okay, enough, I must go wallow some more.
